a bright beginning…

after the so-many senti posts, eto light news naman.. im so happy that one of my co-professor took time to teach me how to use the motion capture lab of our college. damn, the standard of that laboratory room is virtually the same with those in hollywood. ang daming butingtingin from calibration of hardware, marking the body, motion capture, motion editing, character mapping & the rest before you could comeup with an animated film but its really worth it (check out the pic in my profile).. mahal ang bayad for that lesson but i got it for free! also, im so interested with animation and stuffs related to that. another good news is, im now ready to teach the subject hahaha.. it means, i have another talent which can be of use to this college.. they already told me that this coming winter vacation, they are planning to conduct a short-term animation course and i will be the prof hahaha.. im also looking forward to teach the same subject next semester. yey! it means may silbi pa rin ako! homesick na lang talaga kalaban ko..

Also, i just received a call from the founder of koreanpet organization. Approved na yung adoption ko ng 6-month old shitzu puppy!!! i got the puppy for free. thanks to melissa, a friend i met on internet. She bought that puppy about a month ago but she found out that she has an allergy with the li’l fella so she had no choice but to send it for adoption, and now, the puppy will be mine complete with papers.. ill call her cheena (named after my shitzu dog cheenee in phils).. check out cheena’s pic in my profile..

contemplating…

damn, its been a while since i unloaded all my thoughts.. i barely slept these past few days kasi puno na naman sya ng isipin.. 1 whole week without class coz its festival week but i have lots of things to do & yet i havent started any! ano ba yan tsk tsk tsk.. i have this really-really weird dream this morning, its very clear, i can still remember the details but i cant explain the meaning.. i saw two girls fighting at the beach, the girl tries to drown the other.. after few minutes of being submerged in water, bigla syang bumangon but, nakabangon na sya & looking at the other girl but she was surprised to see her body still submerged in water, that simply means she’s dead. so she drowned  the other girl too.. and ayun, the people panicked when they saw 2 drowned girls. I really cant explain the meaning & im not really sure if it has something to do with me or just product of my wild imagination. Could it be the relationship that i want to give up with the person that i dont want to loose? is it the fight within myself between the things i must do versus the things i want to do which are extremely opposite? or is it the stature that i dreamt of only to find out that i wont be happy with it? yeah right, bry was right… i was never satisfied, im a person without contentment. i always feel something is missing and i dont know what..